Monday, March 5, 2018

am I ready enough?

I wanna die after I bring my parents going to makkah.
I wanna die after I can make all people around me happy.
I wanna die if Allah think I  ready enough to go to better place.

I like children but I dont wanna get married. I worried if my family can't accept it. I ever think wanna have a men that can always help me or protect me, but I worried if I never found that one will accept me, but i don't know whats Allah plan for me, right? I just like to live like a kid, no need to worried about other say or felt broken. I never have a relationship before but I always think it will be better if I never have one. am I wrong if I don't wanna be others? I just wanna be air for others, it's so useful although they never can see it.



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